Wednesday, December 3, 2014
I'm straddling a wall
with a life on either side
My compass dangling
heavy and waiting
while the moon, a
pale witness, watches.
My thoughts are scattered
but the stars above
in a wise disorder
There's a twilight bluing
as the sky comforts
with its wise stories
told again and again
about life, and
beginnings, and ends.
© Sherri Brannon 2014
I'm in a strange place of limbo right now as we frantically prepare our house for sale. I have one foot here in Virginia and the other in Florida. There's an odd mixture of both yearning for our new life down south while feeling as if I've already checked out mentally from Virginia...but we're still here and we may be here for months until our house sells. I'm comforted by the knowledge that this feeling is temporary, and before we know it we'll be in Florida settling into our new home. That makes me smile.
We're cleaning out 18 years of "gathering", donating most of it, keeping only the most precious and sentimental things. It's hard to let go of your belongings but we've fallen into a very precise groove of just letting things go...we have no choice because major downsizing is required for our new house in Florida. I've had many moments of sitting with sentimental pieces while the memories flood back...my daughter's old school art work, old toys she played with, her children's books (I'm keeping many of those!), pictures of family and vacations from many years ago...these things are sharp reminders of days gone by and how time flies so quickly.
I miss my creative time...there's little opportunity for that right now and I look forward to having the time again. Meanwhile, this poem came out of me in five minutes so I thought I'd share. I guess I needed some sort of creative expression, if only for a few minutes.
I see that Poets United has a very fitting prompt for a poem today - we're to write about a turning point in our lives. I think this major move we're undertaking fits, so I'm linking up. Click HERE to visit and see some lovely writing!
P.S. I'm also posting my iPhone photo - I took it this past week and love the wistful, contemplative feel of it - it matches my state of mind right now. I'm also linking up to App Happy Wednesday - I was happy to see their prompt today. Click the icon below to visit and/or participate. Thank you for stopping by!
Friday, November 14, 2014
Shape of a treasured memory
Hue of a hidden fear
Shade of an unfilled destiny
Tone of a tender tear
Contour of a fragile thought
Erase of a word that stings
Portrait of a soul that's lost
Sketch of a hope that clings
Value of a loving touch
Texture of a smile that's kind
Circle of a permanent scar
Oval of a light-filled eye.
I follow the wonderful dVerse blog, a 'poets pub' that encourages blog poets like me to post poetry on a weekly basis. They provide themes and/or prompts. I've never participated before but today's prompt caught my eye immediately because it's a subject so close to my heart.
I hope it's OK that I share a poem I wrote awhile back while immersed in an art class I was taking. I love painting so much but find that it's the first creative outlet to go when my life is busy. I haven't painted in a long while but am hoping to start up again after our move. It's the art form I'm most drawn to but also the most afraid of.
The poem came to me while learning all about lines, colors, and shapes...our lives are filled with these things in the form of joys, challenges, triumphs, and heartbreaks. The art piece is a collage I did using cutouts from books and magazines - it also has a piece of my personal poetry journal in it.
If poetry is your thing, please visit the dVerse blog and participate! Thanks so much for stopping by.
Sunday, November 9, 2014
LAST NIGHT'S BIRDS
I'm in a new space,
a childless house, its
pulse slowing, then silent.
There's a kinship with
the fading flowers, clustered
yet alone, muted in tone.
A feeling lingers, enveloping my heart,
like a flittering moth yearning for
the vast night's jar stars, and I,
the lonely watcher. Or, like the
maple tree in my back yard aching
for yesterday's birds and
those birds, in turn, searching
in vain for the air.
The November air hangs sharply
on the edges of burning leaves.
I rake up their withered flames, my
mother heart cracked lengthwise,
my memories wisping skywards, my
love mingling with the wood smoke.
I seek comfort from non-human things:
fungi blooming shyly on the forest floor,
glass ponds beckoning as mirrors.
I stoop to gather my words in the woods,
uprooted in tufts of pungent earth.
Hope's gentle hands hook gently
around my waist, holding me up as I
harvest my sorrow in gutted fields,
among pine needles and tree shadows.
Sherri Brannon ©2014
It's been quite awhile since I felt the urge to write, but this poem has been percolating for weeks...it felt good to write about my empty nest feelings. My daughter is doing well and adjusting to her new life in New York City, and that makes me feel good. It really is true what they say: all a parent wants is for their kid to be happy! It's that simple.
Life is a whirlwind right now - it's a time of letting go while embracing new and exciting things. Isn't that the pattern of life? Oh yes, indeed.
Big changes are ahead and I will be incredibly busy for the next several months. We have decided to move to Florida earlier than planned and are now prepping our Virginia house for sale. We've lived in this house for 18 years so there's a whole lot of de-cluttering and home improvements going on! We are downsizing in a huge way. I will post occasionally if I can, but I'll mostly be taking a blog break at least through the holiday season. Life sure keeps you on your toes, doesn't it?
My photo was taken with my iPhone...another lovely landscape capture while on a country drive. I will miss the back roads of Virginia so much when we leave! I used both the Distressed FX and Stackable apps to get the painterly texture (and birds) in the image.
Thank you for stopping by.
Thursday, November 6, 2014
I've gotten so many lovely fall captures with my iPhone in recent weeks...here are some of my favorites which I'm sharing with App Happy Wednesday. Click on the icon below to visit and join in! Fall landscape photos are my absolute favorite, especially the ones I come across while out on the back country roads of Virginia.
For all of these photos, I mainly used DistressedFX and/or Stackables to create the beautiful textured feel. I love the bird options in DistressedFX - they add so much to a country landscape.
Thank you for stopping by!
Friday, October 24, 2014
Summer ends, and Autumn comes, and he who would have it otherwise would have high tide always and a full moon every night; and thus he would never know the rhythms that are at the heart of life. ~Hal Borland
Hubby and I drove to the Virginia countryside last weekend and I got so many great photos...there's just something about back country roads, especially with autumn showing its presence! I love it when we drive down a random road and stumble upon a gorgeous landscape...it's so incredibly quiet. There's no traffic sounds...just the songs of birds, or silence. What a wonderful moment it is to experience this...so good for the soul.
I'm sharing a few for Friday Finds. Today, I'm going to Williamsburg, VA for a weekend trip and hope to have some more great fall images. I can't wait to share when I get back! Thanks for stopping by.
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
The red leaves take the green leaves’ place, and the landscape yields. We go to sleep with the peach in our hands and wake with the stone, but the stone is the pledge of summers to come. ~Emily Dickinson
The colors of fall make my heart beat faster...so, so beautiful. In the mum photo above, I used Kim's "cora" texture at Multiply/20%. So many autumn photos, so little time! I hope your world is filled with color, wherever you are. Thank you for stopping by!
Saturday, October 18, 2014
You don’t have to go looking for pictures. The material is generous. You go out and the pictures are staring at you. ~Lee Friedlander
Nature makes it very easy...especially in October. The challenge becomes picking a few favorites out of the hundreds of photos I'm taking. That's not a bad problem to have...these are a few from last week when the trees were barely starting to turn. They're getting much more vibrant with each passing day! More to come - have a wonderful weekend.